So class began. One class fine, one class a nightmare. Stopped blogging because I was so distracted and disorganized. Friend diagnosed with ADD. Me diagnosed with ADD. End result - yay adderall!
Still have no official diagnosis, but its coming. Been on adderall for 2 week today and geez what a difference. The first day I was high. Really high. I've never done drugs but I can see why people do.
I cleaned my entire apartment in ONE day. Never happened before because I was too lethargic and too easily distracted to finish one room, much less 4. I was euphoric. Possibly the happiest I've been in years upon years. But it was weird, because there wasn't any particular reason I should have been happy. I thought it was awesome at first, but now I feel...I don't really want that fake happiness. I want to make it for myself. Anyways, that all went away after the first few days, but the concentration is still there. Mostly. I think it depends a large part on how much sleep I get. Went two days with 5 hours of sleep and was spacey. Get 8-9 hours of sleep, I read papers for 6 hours straight yesterday. Would NEVER have happened before.
So the past two weeks have been amazing. I've gotten work done. I'm excited to clean the apartment. It's sparkling and clean. In one day I can go to class, read papers, and clean the house. I'm not sitting in front of the television out of procrastination/boredom.
I'm not sure how to tell people at school though. I told one professor and that did not go well. When I get my official diagnosis I'm applying to be classified as disabled. That will not go over well with people in my program.
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